The vivid childhood memory of mine could be brought back to seven years ago. It may have been a rather boring story, however, it really brings out what I am today.
That year I was merely primary 1, a year where a standard children would still be be ignorant of his/her lives ahead. Everything came easily to me, studies was of no problem then. I thought that I had always been better than others, all the tests were of excellent standard for a primary 1 child then. Until the year end exam, when the score came, even though I was still the second in my class, I was quite disappointed. What impacted me is unlike others, is not that I understood the importance of preparation or whatever. What is it, was that I felt suddenly, a drop from the high up to the bottom, also disapointing many. This is in turned caused me to have shortened my goals, not daring to make much ventures.
This had very welled followed me even until today. An identity in which I had always been very conservative and not daring to make "huge" comments.
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